UndertakerisEpic

I wanted to send out a warning to all of my watchers!

PLEASE AVOID USER BRASMCKENZIE.

It is a false page. It belongs to my friend's abusive ex, Simon and he used to be MeerkatFish.deviantart.com
He has created this false page under the name of 'Charlotte Mckenzie' and is now leaving comments on nude female photography/cosplay. He's targeting journals to do with women's rights and defence too, He's already been back at my own page and my friend's.

AVOID AT ALL COSTS, HE'S MANIPULATIVE AND ABUSIVE. HE'S MISOGYNISTIC AND WILL TARGET ANYTHING TO DO WITH WOMEN'S RIGHTS AND HE WILL VICTIM SHAME. BLOCKING HIM AHEAD OF TIME IS THE BEST OPTION.

I'm going to be at mcm comic con this sunday! I've nearly finished my cosplay and I'm really excited. If anyone wants to meet up with me just to say hi or something then comment and I'll make sure to arrange a meeting place with you! ^ ^

-Em Xx

So my godfather just did the ice bucket challenge, which was hilarious....BUT THE SWINE THEN NOMINATED ME so yeah. I'll probably do it tomorrow and post the video on youtube and tumblr. I'll put a link on here for you lot, so look out for the journal ^ ^ wish me luck.
may be doing it with me, so look out for him in the video too ^ ^

Just kind of feeling bummed at the moment. It's getting harder to recieve notifications or comments which kept my spirits up. I've been dumped down with my work. also recently I've been spammed with hate messages on tumblr for trying to protect some people. so yeah, kinda bummed out. accidently cut myself recently and freaked myself out a bit...
spent about 5 hours on a pencil drawing for cg and currently tearing my hair out.
so yeah, not good. but I don't know how long it's gonna be before I am good. I've got school again soon, so the stress of that won't help. I've got a cg exam in a week. then study leave, exams, prom, sixth form (hopefully) then the terrifying thing that is my bound to be hell future.
I'm just kind of down, sorry to rain on your parade, I just needed to get some stuff off my shoulders.

My dog just had a fit…Because it’s the middle of the night I didn’t want to wake anyone, so dealt with it on my own.

I’ve managed to get him through it, cleaned up the sick and everything.My.mother woke up because of the light and  has taken him downstairs with her.

I was so useless though.My irrational fear of losing people caused me to panic half way through…I ended up just sitting there,crying,stroking and talking to him. I was so scared. How am I supposed to look after my brother when he has a fit? If I can’t even look after a dog without panicking? If he has a seizure, I’ll panic and he could end up hospitalized.. I’m such an IDIOT